Tuesday, March 31 @ 10:27 AM 
Rejoice! The end is just the beginning of a new chapter!
Today I would like share my experience on my recent milestone in life and it's my graduation! :)
(Warning: Full of only photos and short captions haha.)


March 26. Baccalaureate Mass and Convocation



We gathered around 5:30 AM (so early!) and lined up for a grand march entrance for ALL courses in the University for the Mass. 


As I entered the gymnasium, everything just felt so magical. I'm in delight!


After the mass, we had our convocation. I must say, this batch is pretty controversial as what all the people would talk about. And it's because of the guest speakers and awardees. And honestly for me, everything is okay as long as it promotes for justice and peace. And truly, everything just went fine!


After hearing all the speeches, intense atmosphere, heated surroundings, finally part 1 of the graduation day is done! :)



March 27. Commencement Exercise



Before we officially entered the gym again, we first had our hooding ceremony with our parents.


How time flies by so fast! 


Weeeeh! Officially graduates, officially unemployed!


Finally, it's my turn to go on stage and receive my diploma from Father Bobby! 


And then I took a bow.


The handbook and diploma. 


Everything just feels surreal! Since it's my goal to have a selfie with Fr. Bobby, this is the only closest thing I had done with him. HAHAHA. I feel so inspired with Fr. Bobby's speech! He is our University President. I will always remember what he said: ACT JUSTLY. WORK HUMBLY. LOVE TENDERLY. For a second there, he actually wants us to find a significant other soon for there is forever daw. Oh, Father. Hahaha. :)


Oh, the happiness is just so evident here. ^______^


THIS IS SUCH A CANDID SHOT! Good job, Papa! 


Thank you for the gift, Mami Lyn! 


We ended up the day with a family dinner! Argh! This is it after finding an available restaurant because everything was full!


Haha so that was it! My graduation experience! It was truly memorable! I don't wanna get all sentimental so I would love to end here. Another chapter awaits, and I'm looking forward conquering it, too!

#OCTOBER2015 #CPA #ONETAKE 

Please pray for me as I pray for your success, too! Kudos!



♥ Cathypurry

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Saturday, March 28 @ 10:40 AM 



Woot! I got a new cam! I'm happy! ^_________^
I'll post my graduation experience soon!  


♥ Cathypurry

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Sunday, March 22 @ 2:38 AM 
Please excuse this post.


And why am I still chasing that person who already left me? Why shall I chase when they were the ones who left?

Because I still believe in the power of love. I still want to try. I still want to fight. But how can I make it work when I know he's never fighting for me? I never left by his side from all those times he needed help. Did he ever realized that? I'm being foolish again by hoping it will all go back to what was once ours. If I have to be blinded from the reality, I will do it just to rekindle what was once ours. But it's so hard because after all those long messages I sent from what I truly felt, no response about it was received. From so many ways I just want to talk to him I know he'll never do the same for me.

I know I should wake up. It's been a week. But here I am still crying everynight until I fall asleep. Hoping he will come back and fight for us. I'll die trying. I'll die waiting. Come what may is all I've been saying. Always convincing myself that one day he'll wake up and realized what he had left and come back to fight for it again. But then again, why am I still chasing when he was the one who left. Why am I even trying when I know he doesn't want it no more. 

Hoping has never been so deadly. I guess this is what happened to me after all the post-stress where I got my sickness. I wish myself well. I will never know when will I recover. Because everyday I'm still hoping he'll come back. Even if it takes more weeks or months. I know I should change my way of thinking but right now, everything is easier said than done.

Tell me, when did you become so cold?  You don't try to talk to me, only after I initiate to talk to you. Give me a true explanation why you left me. :( Because I deserve someone better? BULLSHIT! And yet I still chose you! I'll always choose you over anyone. Why is it so hard for you to see? Have you fallen out of love? Don't you love me no more? :(  

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Wednesday, March 18 @ 9:44 PM 
This is the first time I'll post about myself solely this year. Hahaha! Puro nalang lablaif walay acads or any aspects sa akong life, eh? So anyways, I'd like to share my near to death experience earlier.

I woke up with my heart feeling a little bit heavier than usual. I woke up with the non-stop coughing. I couldn't breathe and I need a drink. I got out of my room then drank water, sat on my couch then watched tv. Well I tought I was already alright. But then I can hardly breathe, again. I can't talk straightly because it would end up me coughing. My body is in pain so badly. But I just shook it off then drank some over the counter medicine and hoped it will be alright. Time passed in the morning so fast. As you may know, I'm currently brokenhearted (haha!) and because of my 'maoy', I forget that I'm physically in pain in the moment. I thought I was alright then I had a sudden asthma attack. At first I was in denial I'm having asthma because it's been a very long time since I had this sickness. 

I was rushed in the hospital. My body was weak. My blood pressure was low. And I believe it's because I've been neglecting my well-being. And it was also the after-effects from all the stressed that I've been going through-- from academics to... Well you know what I mean. So anyway, after the check up I had an x-ray. I'll get my full result the day after this. But the doctor gave me medicines, more like seven meds (with two inhalers) until the weekend. Then I took my meds and so far so good... 

For a moment there I was really sacred what kind of sickness was this. Though there's no final results on what really is. But for a second there, I really thought I was having tuberculosis because all the symptoms were there. Then it made me reflect about life. Nobody really knows when your time is up. What good is living after you worked hard shit from your education but then a year after that you'll get sick and worst, die. Haha! This is such a dark realization, but it's the truth. The scary truth! 

Anyway, throughout my process in life, I admit I lost my way. I feel so lost right now, that all of my plans for the future are completely forgotten. What was it again? Because I guess I lost myself along the way. I realize what is the point of this again? After graduation, after board, after CPA, what is my plan? Get a work? Urgh so cliché! Why are so people pressured in every stages of their life? Why do we do that? Well, how do you live again? Because honestly, after being a CPA, I don't wanna be like those people who's pressured to find that work right after passing the board. Hmmm chill lang diay? Work is not going anywhere right? Damn, I feel shit right now. Well, whatever. I don't know what to feel. Is this what post-graduation feels? Lol.  I just want to enjoy life the best way I can.

And the best way to do it is to love myself first again. I think that was my mistake. On the process of loving someone, I lost myself. Haha! What was the topic again? Oh yes, the meddds! It's so many I think I'm gonna overdose! XD

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Sunday, March 15 @ 4:44 PM 
Random and all that.



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@ 8:06 AM 
"All You Had To Do Was Stay"

People like you always want back the love they gave away
And people like me wanna believe you when you say you've changed
The more I think about it now the less I know
All I know is that you drove us off the road

Stay
Hey, all you had to do was stay
Had me in the palm of your hand
Then why'd you have to go and lock me out when I let you in
Stay, hey, now you say you want it
Back now that it's just too late
Well, it could've been easy
All you had to do was stay

All you had to do was stay
All you had to do was stay
All you had to do was stay
All you had to do was stay

Here you are now, calling me up, but I don't know what to say
I've been picking up the pieces of the mess you made
People like you always want back the love they pushed aside
But people like me are gone forever when you say goodbye

Stay
Hey, all you had to do was stay
Had me in the palm of your hand
Then why'd you have to go and lock me out when I let you in
Stay, hey, now you say you want it
Back now that it's just too late
Well, it could've been easy
All you had to do was stay

All you had to do was stay
All you had to do was stay
All you had to do was stay

Let me remind
You this was what you wanted
You ended it
You were all I wanted
But not like this
Not like this
Not like this
Oh, all you had to do was stay

Hey, all you had to do was stay
Had me in the palm of your hand
Then why'd you have to go and lock me out when I let you in
Stay, hey, now you say you want it
Back now that it's just too late
Well, it could've been easy
All you had to do was stay

Hey, all you had to do was stay
Had me in the palm of your hand
Then why'd you have to go and lock me out when I let you in
Stay, hey, now you say you want it
Back now that it's just too late
Well, it could've been easy
All you had to do was stay

All you had to do was stay
All you had to do was stay
All you had to do was stay
All you had to do was stay

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Saturday, March 14 @ 3:53 AM 
:'((( baeeee why does it have to end like this :'((( i never wanted for us to give upp :'(( i love you so much it huuurts especially that line that keeps repeating on my mind :'((( it pains me so muuuch :'(( why did you do thiiis :'(( i've been drowning on my teaaars. But you did bae. You did. That line will always haunt my mind forever :'((( i will respect you. I love you so much it hurts baaae. It pains me this will be the last i'll get to call you mine. It pains me i love you so much but you did it bae. I said I love you so much that's why you should not push me away. But you did baeby :'( i'm sorry i got carried away by my feelings right now. Why did you gave up bae :'( i love you good bye :'((((( why did it end up like this :'((( how did we get here when i used to know you so well? :'''''(((((((((
Saturday, March 7 @ 12:31 PM 





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