Wednesday, December 10 @ 12:37 AM 
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeew :))))))))))))))) Long time no posttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!

Allow me to express myself because I don't have any other outlet to do this.

IT'S FUCKING HARDDDDD :) EVERTYHING WAS SO PERFECCTTT. EVERY DETAIL OF IT. EVERYTHING. EVERYTHING.

But there is always that one problem. THAT ONE FUCKING PROBLEM THAT HINDERS ALL OF THIS. It's killing me inside. It's all my fault. Why did I do that. I regretted every single thing I said. Why did it had to come up at that moment. Why did reality has to slap it on our face. I don't know what to think. All I know is I've been crying all night.

ALMOST...... almost will never be enough. You truly love a person when you think what's best for them. Especially if it's your first love, too. WEEEEEEEEEW this life. Ngano daghan kontrabida :'( Why did we end up like thiiiiiiiiis :''(((((((((  I want to run. I want to shout. But all I really need now is a hug. To cry up until all these tears will dry.

It will hurt. Will truly huuuuuuurt. But I'm happy because we're friends. I am still his best friend. The bestest of them all. I will cry. Because it didn't felt right. Why did one has to let go when the other one won't. I wanted you to fight for me :'( But I know you're just respecting my decision. :(

I will miss everything. Everyday I get to call you mine. :'( Every song I hear that reminds me of you. Every stupid corny quotes I immediately share to you. It was too soon. I hate to see you go. I hate my self that I did, :'( Every second I'm dying. It's like hearing a good bye all at once.

And each smile I will fake it. To make everything okay. Because I love you so much. I hate to see you getting hurrrrrrrt. I don't want to see you in paaaain. We've been through heaven and hell.

We'll find each other someday. I know because I trust in you. I have faith in you. I love you.

But how can a perfect love story go so wrong? :"(((((((

""Walk On By"

If you see me walking down the street
And I start to cry each time we meet
Walk on by, walk on by

Make believe 
That you don't see the tears
Just let me grieve 
In private 'cause each time I see you
I break down and cry

Walk on by (don't stop)
Walk on by (don't stop)
Walk on by 

I just can't get over losing you
And so if I seem broken and blue
Walk on by, walk on by

Foolish pride 
That's all that I have left
So let me hide 
The tears and the sadness you gave me 
When you said goodbye

Walk on by (don't stop)
Walk on by (don't stop)
Walk on by (don't stop)
Walk on

Walk on by, walk on by
Foolish pride 
Is all that I have left
So let me hide
The tears and the sadness you gave me
When you said goodbye

Walk on by (don't stop)
Walk on by (don't stop)
Now you really gotta walk on by (don't stop)
Baby never even see the tears I cry (don't stop)
Now you really gotta walk on by (don't stop)"


Cathypurry

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