I realized it's been a long time since I wrote a post. Now I'll be sharing this incident I have when we had our JPIA Camp. :)
Sunday, June 22 @ 8:10 PM
It's the third day of the camp and it was the awarding of each teams of camper. Now, I have a friend who is a camper and one of the prizes they won is a pack of chupa chups! I envied this lollipop so much that I asked for one. So this friend doesn't want to share because it will be unfair for the others (haha) but I really insisted. I asked for his other teams if I could have this chupa chups. And after some struggles, I finally got one strawberry flavored chupa chups!
So I accompanied Celine to her room to pack her things. When we got to her room she saw my lollipop and envied for the flavor! (Lol) Because hers was a caramel flavored lollipop. So anyway, she wanted to exchange mine with hers. I was pretty hesistant at first because I do love caramel. But I decided to stick to my strawberry chupa chups.
We went to our staff room to pack my stuffs too. And there were talks with other staffs etc etc. And then we went back to the eco lodge in Kampo Juan to meet the other campers for the closing program. And then I realized, I lost my strawberry chupa chups. :(
Life teaches us no matter how much we try to fight in what we have, there will come a time that this will all end. Even if we chose it under any circumstance and made you hesistant, still, it will leave you. There are no happy endings in this world. And the only thing you could do is to accept the things you can not change.
:) (ps. I made this post last June 15 after the camp. Lol)
Labels: school, serious, tsk
When it comes to a real talk about my "lovelife" (kunuhay) I noticed that the same questions or topic is being asked again and again and again. Now I'm making this post to clarify and give my final statement about this. Kay sumo naman gud sigeg balik-balik as in.
What happened in the past remains in the past. I have nothing else to say because what's done is done. I didn't regret anything because it was my decision. Because one day you'll just wake up and realize that things has changed. Maybe there's one thing I didn't do and that's to give an explanation of why. Because it was the problem in the first place, things were not clear. I don't want to pursue on something which I'm not sure of. And I don't want to fake a relationship. I was being true to myself because I know it will not get me anywhere. I tried to balance myself but I can't and that was it.
Anyways, for the first time (in forever haha) I am contented with what I am/have today. I am perfectly happy though I am really struggling with balancing my academics and non-academics. I experienced hell in my first two weeks of being a fourth year accountancy student! I am now being true to myself but there's still one problem, I still ran out of words to say!
The following words will make you puke/shit bricks (tungod sa ka corny haha!). The thing about the past is that I know I wasn't being sincere at all. Good thing I realized it at this present. Haha! I never have been sincere in my life. I can exactly relate what Barney felt on 'never have worked this hard to work things out'. There were so many ups and downs but I overcome with each of those obstacles (so far haha!). We still don't know what future will bring us but right now I am sincerely enjoying the present, the life! And all I can say is I will work hard to make it work (haha weird statement).
CHARMOSE ginamos! So kung di diay kiligon ang nagbasa haha! Writing this post is so hard! Because you have to choose the right words to say. And try to make this post with only YOU, the writer, as the subject. <- haha that last sentence was confusing. So my point is, it's hard to make an anonymous post and trying to focus to the subject to me only. Haha I think you understand what I mean.
And I just realized the title, too, is confusing? Ahw. Char :) dawbe.
Labels: flicks, happy, love, new inspiration, school