Sunday, December 22 @ 8:15 PM 

CATHY is known to have many 'crushes'. Cathy is known to have many 'boys'. Why is that??

Well maybe Cathy is not ready for commitments. Cathy might have been in a hurry because she's already in her third year in college. Cathy feels like she's being abandoned. Maybe Cathy just feels pressured because her friends already found theirs. Cathy might not have used how things have changed. Because Cathy does not know things are not permanent. Cathy asks, 'Where have it all gone?" But Cathy must be versatile and accept things as how they are right now.

But point to be taken, as with these changes, perhaps the wrong is in me. I'm getting older and I need something to rely on. I just need somewhere to begin with. Well, I know what I've been told, 'You got to work to feed the soul'. But I can't do this all on my own. No, I know, I'm no Superman. And yes, this paragraph quoted some songs.

On my conquest to 'maturity', I must start with loyalty. My heart beats a lot to anyone I find endearing. But I know I must make a choice. I must stick to one. And on the day of 20th, Friday afternoon of December, it is all clear to me now. Everybody knows I fancy people that I find appealing. But I naturally believe that is part of humanity. I have so many loopholes and now I must go directly to my point.

I had these interesting talk with a friend. I don't know if I'm ready to be in any serious... abomination (lol). It has been an eye opener where one is better than a lot. (I know I'm better than this.)


I don't know if it is the for the sake of loyalty or seriousness but I know I have chosen to stick to one. But people do not know and neither he knows, yet. The bottomline is, I don't care about them (others) anymore. But as what my previous posts say, he's not the type you go gaga for and not the type you normally get kilig and obsess with. (haha) Maybe it doesn't sound quiet complimentary and maybe insulting but against all odds, I am and will be loyal. (achuchu)I'd love to take it slow or fast or whatever may go. Though right now, I don't know. May be he thinks it's unrequited (honestly on his side) but it's unknowingly unexpressed all along - that kind of way. I don't even know if we're in good terms right now haha. It sucks being in a pride and prejudice kind of thing.

But nobody gonna love me better, I must stick with you forever. Nobody gonna take me higher, I must stick with you. You know how to appreciate me, I must stick with you, my baby. And yes, that is quoted from a song again. #loyalist




Oh, Morning rose
How I waited for you
Oh, Morning rose
How careful was I to give you some space
And time is something we don't have
Sent my proposal, I'll wait your approval
Hopefully soon you'll be up,
soon you'll be gone, soon you'll be gone

Oh, Morning rose
How I waited for you
Oh, Morning rose
We where standing right there,
I played while you're gone
Tell me something I don't have,
Is there somebody, is it someone we know
Should I lose up, I'll wait your reply
Please let this not be goodbye

Oh, Lonely rose
What a beautiful pair we've made
Oh I take what I've got from today
Just as long as we clear
Morning rose

Oh, Morning rose
How I waited for you
Oh, Morning rose
I don't care anymore
I love you, I need you
Tell me something we don't have,
When I conjure,
this whole thing has got on this bag,
With that stress before winter-spring,
Sing your cool song
I just couldn't sing when your gone
Now I round for the room
For I sing my goodbye

Forever grow
Forever be
Be mine


Cathypurry

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