How amazing can a message be? In one blink of an eye it turns your mood upside down. No matter how great your day went, at the end of the day that message still matters. No matter how happy you felt this day, it still ended up you crying for an hour.
For what reason did this message do to make you suffer? How great did this damage cost that you lose the strength to move on?
I wanted to call but I don't want to lose in the end. Hearing you rejecting at the last minute will make me sad. Anger and frustration is what I feel inside. Jealousy from those people whom you've attended who's not even worth of what we have. I wanted to scream from how you made me feel so betrayed. I wanted to run on how you made it all so unfair.
Why'd you have to go and warned at the last minute of the time. Less than a week how you've gone and completely turned your back. For what cost does it take you to attend at my very precious day? I have so many plans that will even have you get a special treatment at this event. Way back three years ago I have even already made a speech. That includes you on how you made me complete.
Do you know how hard it is to type right now? With blurry visions, clogged and runny nose, and even this quick breathing that made me feel I'm having an asthma attack. Since my ride home I've been secretly weeping in the car. I tried to held on but have been overridden by this emotion. Heavy rains were falling and so was my tears. Tears that have fallen because you will not be here.
All I could say, please think it over. Because I could never forgive you nor even forget on how you made me suffer.
I'd loved you to come for whatever reason you have. You should have put in your mind how special this is to remember. Whatever decision you make I can never control you. But know this, it would never be the same without you. You should have seen me now on how terrible I look like. No one have ever made me feel this way only you.
This is a very quick random post. But as you can see, Maroon 5's my artist of the month! Or week...
And I am such a fan of Adam and Anna! Why did they broke up? Out of all Adam's girl, she was the best. She's perfect. She's everything!
So as I was listening to their song, Beautiful Goodbye. I can't help but think how Adam have loved her so much but it still ended with this freaking beautiful goodbye.
Relate? Well, do I? Hmm... Maybe these lines: (lyrics edited)
"And I remember your eyes were so bright,
When I first met you, I'm so in love that night.
But now I'm kissing these tears goodbye.
And I can't take it,
How you're a terrible maaaan.
So this is a Goodbye~"
Made an impact but good gracious, not the WHOLE song. :)
AFTER EIGHT YEARS, THE MOTHER IS FINALLY REVEALED IN "How I met your mother!"
What was your first reaction?
Well to be honest, in the last episodes of season 8 it kinda go from WOOT! to ...............
And this only summed up when I saw the mother.
Kinda go a downhill for this one...
I didn't say she's ugly but that X-Factor that us, watcher, wants were not met at all.
It felt like a shortage where the Demands of the people were so great but the Supply was uh.
And yes, I do understand the reason they chose her. Because she's both mixed with Lilly and Robin. I understand. BUT everyone was expecting more.
I mean, like I was expecting a huge star. I don't care if she was old like the Charlie's Angel's comeback of Drew Barrymore, Cameron Diaz. Or even, I was kinda hoping it was Jennifer Aniston. Okay, I know what you're thinking.... But damn, I want their generation!
No enigmatic charisma of "WHATTHJSHEAFLWIEC R!!!!!!!!" emotions there. It was all, "WTF."
HMMM.... So I just uploaded my official web invitation in FB privately for those who were invited.
So, it made me think what I want as a present.
Erm... Right now, All I want is to be Sexy and get that grweeackew hotttt arrrrrghhh. Done.
In all seriousness, I think this is what I want for now. Technically.
1. Mansion House
2. Car (Ford / Tucson is okay. Technical CARS that you can really buy haha.)
3. iPad (I have too much androids for a gadget so I want a MAC OS. Please, tig 2k lang mo if 10 mo tanan. Please. Lang. Haha. I really want want want want a tablet!)
It's been a crazy week for me. I feel like a superstar. An artist. A STAR.
My birthday is coming up!
Evidently supported by my countdown! (*Looks to the left counter*)
Soooo. I don't really want to spoil but I have been grabbing my dreams as if it will be my last. Well, that's the basic uhhh, motto, right?
Last Sunday, I just had my photoshoot. It was a great pleasure working with some of the great people! --Hence, in the name of Photography, HMUA, and Stylist.
I don't really want to disclose them yet because I want it on my birthday to be announced for a total package. Teehee.
Anyways, THE CAAAAAAAR. Tsk. Just confirmed they can't buy it yet because of the bucks bucks bucks parteeey. Tsk. I guess I still can't ride a car in my first day of school as a Third Year Accountancy Student! Hahaiii. I'm still hoping for some sponsorship of an Apple iPad, pretty please? Well yeah, Samsung is okay but I got so many Androids at home! I think it's time to have a MAC-OS for a change!
By the way, I'll be posting later on; my wish lists! Spoilers!
HAHAHA. (Sorry you can't relate.)
Oh, the songs. I'm currently having my lss with the Thrift Shop and OMG.
Too much words. Here's one official release of my photoshh. :)
Maulaw tong cgeg pananaway sa akoa haha. BLEH.
Okay I look weird there actually, my bilbil and my mouth is kinda distracting. And the photo is not in HD. But don't worry I changed for a total of......... TADAAAH. 6 outfits.
TagLishBis: DAGHAN KAAYOG MGA HILAS NGA TAO SA WORLD. UNYA UNSA BAYA KA GWAPO. GWAPO MO, GWAPO MO!?!? LAMI KAYU LABAYAG MURIATIC ACID INYONG DAGWAY! Ay, murag nalabyan naman to ba?
LISOD KAYU NANG MAGHULAT BAH TAPOS WALA BITAW. MAY PA GANE KA KAY NAPUGSAN RAKO SA IMU KAY TUNGOD SA DEMAND!
Well, baby, I'm a performer who loves to give people a show. TUNGOD RA MAN JUD ANA NAPUGSAN KO BEI. GARA RA MAN GANI NI AKO.
I'M LIKE WHO THE HECK ARE YOU TO TREAT ME THIS WAY HUH? INGUNANA NA JUD DIAY KA KAGWAPO? WOW HA, AKONG BEAUTY I.ABAY SA IMO MURA RA KAG P.A NAKO DONG! Thus, I want to throw your face to the ground!
Sunod. PERMI NALANG KO CONVO ENDER. LAMI KAYU IPANG HAPAK OG KAHOY KINING MGA TAO. INGUN ANI NALANG BA PERMI? MURA MAN TAG IRO/IRING ANI NGETS. Ayaw pud mo PAG HINILAS BEH.
KAY TUNGOD NAAI TUYO, MURAG BINABOY ANG TURINGAN? KAY TUNGOD NAAI TUYO, DI NADAUN IPA KITA ANG PAG KA GENTLEMAN?
Gentleman baka mo? NAA PA BA NA KARON?!
AY OO NAA PA, PERO IKAW WALA TALAGA!
PRESIDENTE KA HA?! HARI KA? ARTISTA KA?! KUNG TUTU.USIN KUNG DAGWAY LANG BASEHAN, GRABE KA OPPOSITE RA BAYA KAYO. Thus, I want to throw your face to the ground!
O, lage kabalo ko balik2 ra akong gipangingon. MAKA LAGOT LANG MAN JUD NANG MGA TAO. LAIN KAAYOG TURING SA IMOHA BA. MURA BAYAG KINSA. O LAGE, NAA KAY 'KINSA'. PERO TUNGOD ANA, PANGIT NA LUGAR IMONG TURING SA AKO HA?
BANGA KAYU KA BAI!
MAY PA TONG GWAPO NAKONG KAILA, HARD TO REACH PA GANE. PERO, FRIENDLY KAAYU. Kanang maka-kanta jud ka og 'NASA YO NA ANG LAHAT' ba. Mao na ang tinuod nga lake. Tanawa bai, daghan kaayo ga agpas sa iya nga mga babae. PERO NGANU WA MAI GI.ENTERTAIN? HAHAHA. DUDE, NAA RA DIRI ANG TUBAG.
SO INGUN.ANA NA DIAY KA UBOS IMONG TANAW SA AKO? KABALO KO WA KA NAG,INGON ANA, PERO KLARO MAN.
HOY. FYI. KUNG KABALO LANG KA SA AKONG BACKGROUND, MAKA NGA NGA KA BA. AMININ KO LANG, WAI AMIGO OG AMIGA KABALO OG UNSA JUD KO, UNSA KO NGA TAO, UNSA MI SA AKONG PAMILYA.
MY GAS, LAMIA BA IHAPAK NI SA IMOHA. YOU DON'T KNOW HOW POWERFUL I AM. Thus, I want to throw your face to the ground!
AY, dili lang kana mga DONG OG DAI. NA PA KOI ISA NA IPAGAWAS.
HAPIT NA DIAY AKONG DEBUT.
ABE CGURO SA UBAN BA, NGA KANI KAY PREDICTABLE NA UNSAY MAHITABO.
AY, MAO BA 'TEEE? PYSCHIC KA? PSYCHIC? I LAMPASO NAKO NA IMONG DAGWAY KARON.
TRADITIONAL? TYPICAL? HOYY, KALIMOT TINGALE MO, SI CATHERINE JOY APARICIO TUGAP NI INYUNG KA.ATUBANG.
AY MOG BUOT2 BI UNSAI MAHITABO. PINAGISIPAN NYO PA GINAWA KO NA. Thus, I want to throw your face to the ground!
NA PUI UBAN MU,INGON NGANU DI LAGE DAW KO GA PROBLEMA SA PARTY.
WELL, MGA INDAY, KINI ANG TINUOD NGA DEBUTANTE.
TRANSPARENCY U ASK? PARA UNSA NA? PARA KALUYAN OG IGNAN NGA 'HALA DILI BAYA LISOD MAG HUNA2 SA DEBUT', 'GRABE RA PUD KAAYO ANG EFFORTS OI'
TUNGOD NAA PUD KOI COORDINATOR, WA KOI PROBLEMA?
BULLSHIT, MEN! PARA RA MAN NA SA MAG KINAPAYAS BAI!
KADUNGOD NA MO NAG PROBLEMA KO SA AKONG DECORS? FOODS? SETTING? WALA!
AYHA RAMAN KO MAGSTORYA KUNG NAA KOI KINAHANGLAN. OG KUNG NAA GAPANGUTANA SA AKO. NAWA, INGUN LANG KO 'MARCO' MA HELD, KALAT NA DAYUN SA TANAN.
PERO ANG UBAN? WALA! Unsa may pulos para ishare nga naglisod ka? Para ishare every detail sa imong party? ha? PANG PA SHOW-OFF RAMAN NA BAI! Thus, I want to throw your face to the ground!
"OMG!!! WORKING OUT IN THE GYM!!" The fck dude, show-off for the preparatory for the party? Thus, I want to throw your face to the ground!
Naa pa koi i.share kay kahinumdum ko kalit.
Kani, kanang mga tao naa bago sa ila ba tapos sunod nga adlaw or every hour man lang pa remind kung naa may problema bitaw. AMBOT OI LISOD I.EXPLAIN.
KANANG MGA INGUN.ANA, DI JUD KO GANAHAN MA MINAW OG MAG ENTERTAIN. AY HA RA, KUNG MANGUTANA NA SILA SA AKO.
SMIRK SMIRK LANG TA TAMAN ANI. OG ROLL SA EYES. SAON TA MAN MGA 'B*CH PLEASE' KAYU ANG AKONG MA,INGON KUNG MADUNGGAN ANG ILANG STORYA. Thus, I want to throw your face to the ground!
NAA PAY ISA! HAHA, JOKIR NI. NAA ISA KA SITE NGA ALWAYS LATE SA MGA USO BAH. LIKE MAKA WTF KAYO ANG ILANG REACTIONS. KUNG MAKIT.AN NA NAKO ANG POST, 'B*CH PLEASE' MONTHS AGO NA NA SA 9GAG. HAHA. Thus, I want to throw your face to the ground!
BALIK TA SA DEBUT BEEH. REMIND LANG KO DILI NI TRADITIONAL AKOA. REMING LANG KO DILI NI TYPICAL NGA DEBUT. OG REMIND LANG KO NGA DILI NI CHEAP NGA EVENT.
DILI MAN SYA PRACTICAL SA 'BUDGET' DAW. WTF. PRACTICAL MAN NI SYA SA AKONG PAGLAUM ATONG BATA PA KO BEH! DAKOG GASTO? BITCH PLEASE, PINAG IPUNAN YAN. (PINAG.HIRAPAN)
SA MGA TAO GA DUGAY2X/ HUNA2X/ DILI MUADTO SA AKONG DEBUT. BAGA MO OG DAGWAY! HAHA. MGA HILAS DIAY. AHW. DILI?
MAKA.LAGOT MAN GUD NANG MURAG REJECTED BITAW. MAO NA ANG PINAKA HATE NAKO NGA WORD NA MAHITABO SA AKO. LAMI KAYO YABAN OG MURIATIC ACID ANG GI.REJECT.IGNORE KO OG KAHATAGAN KO ANA NGA FEELING.
TUCCCCCCCCCCCK YOU ALLL! Thus, I want to throw your face to the ground!
♥ Cathypurry btw. Writing this in a happy manner. :P