Thursday, January 31 @ 10:40 PM 

"AAAAALLLLLLLLL ARE THE BARRIEEEEERS!"
COMMUNICATION EVERYTHING AT ONCE!

*Happy Thoughts. Happy Thoughts*

So these pictures are some snapshots from the music video we made in BA last week (?).  
Excited for the video? Then WAIT! LOL.
Too lazy to upload, it's around 200MB. I know, too lazy to compress bla bla. 
Don't worry! I'll probably upload it this March. :P










♥ Cathypurry

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@ 9:03 PM 
Since I was young and up until now, I have always idolized Britney Spears. I can relate to almost all of her songs. Whenever I hear one of her songs I feel high. High up in the sky! 

Tonight I feel limitless. 
I don't know what came into my mind but I decided to have myself a break. 

Haiiiiii, when kaha ko mupayat balik? Naa may pag-asa. Ang pangutana, kanus-a kaha? Haha.


"I know I may be young, but I’ve got feelings too and I need to do what I feel like doing so let me go and just listen.
All you people look at me like I’m a little girl.Well did you ever think it be okay for me to step into this world."


♥ Cathypurry

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Wednesday, January 30 @ 10:44 AM 


Long time no blog. Been busy around. Been feeling so down. Ain't messing around. At the time of the month, I have been emotional. Those who stammered my way, be careful, watch your back. For a long time, hatred have accumulated. From various people I met, I say screw you. 

The paragraph above seems like a poem to you? Brace yourself for a longer poem just for you. 


Nuisance
Tugap


(filtered)
Since before, you've been a nuisance
I've never liked you
You don't stand a chance.

'Fate' brought us together,
I hated that plan.
It's been a bummer,
Have felt so damned.

I hate you and always will,
A ----- ------
That I wanted to kill.

Screw you and what you do.
I've never ever liked you,
Let's just be true.

Oh? I'm heartless?
Screw you!
You've given me hell,
In what you do.

 People like you,
Should be banned,
Feelingera, pretentious ka.

I've wanted to -----,
Can't find some plan.
You're so cheap,
Got --------,

Goodbye is all I ask,
Leave me alone,
You're a shallow mask.

What do you need?
Pretentious ----,
You never fit in,
You jealous ----,

You have no boundaries,
I hope you leave,
And my life will be complete.

Cry ----,
I don't care,
Just -- -- --,
Now I don't have to ----,

I'd write some more,
If only words burn,
Until you tore.

Lemme repeat, --- ka?
--- ---, tawag ana.

I hate you so much,
And you --- --- it,
But I'll give you a hint,
You are a freak.

You could maybe woo,
-------,
But you'll never be,
One of the trend.

------- sana,
I don't like you,
Don't know how many times,
Repeating I hate you.

------ ka,
------ tika,
------- ka, ------- pa.

Oh I'm cruel?
So do you.
Pretentious ----
I hope it'll be soon.

Sooner you're gone,
Sooner I will
Be happy
And finally relieved.

Dili --- -- --,
Maki - - - ,
Dili - - -
Mang - -,

Hay buhay,
Kanusa pa kaha,
Makawala sa,
Imung kulungan.

---
---
---
---

---
---
---
---

Someday, I hope we'll never meet,
I could finally live my life,
----- ---- ----.

See how much I despise you?
Twenty five stanzas just for you.
Sooner or later ---------,
You give me ------.


-BURN -- BURN-
finne.


So, I wrote this  a week ago. What do you think? I know, just pure cruel. When I made that poem, I wasn't only imagining to one person. But it was to all the general people who caused me pain. (Though most of it were just one :P.)  And hey, filtered words doesn't only mean to any curse words. (So... I did have a curse word! lol) But most were filtered to not make it OBVIOUS.  

Now, I honestly feel neutral. But when I'm moody, especially mad, THIS POEM will be my home. Careful what you say and do, I got some poem just for you.




♥ Cathypurry

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Saturday, January 12 @ 8:28 PM 


I don't know how to begin this but I AM TRUCKING FRUSTRATED.

THAT FEELING WHEN SOMETHING YOU HAVE DONE HAVE BENEFITED OTHERS?
THAT FEELING WHEN SOMETHING THAT IS SUPPOSED TO BE YOURS IS TAKEN BY SOMEONE?!!

IT IS THAT FEELING WHEN I FELT CHEATED THE MOST. I WILL CARRY THIS BURDEN TILL THE DAY I DIE. WHEN SOMEONE WILL ASK WHAT MOMENT I WANT TO GO BACK, IT WILL DEFINITELY BE THAT MOMENT.

I AM A DISGRACE TO OUR FAMILY. I FEEL SO LOW. I FEEL SO FRUSTRATED. WHERE THE FRHUICK IS THE JUSTICE? I FELT LIKE I WAS CAPTURED AND BROUGHT TO THE PRISON WHEN I HAVEN'T DONE SOMETHING WRONG.

NOW, LET ME TELL YOU THAT STORY.

OUR FAMILY'S NUMBER ONE BASIC SURVIVAL NEED IS SECURITY. AND IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN THAT. YOU COULD SAY THAT IT FELT LIKE WE LIVE IN A MILITARY BASE. AT A YOUNG AGE, I'M ALREADY INTRODUCED WITH VARIOUS ARMORY WEAPONS. AND LOL, NO, WE'RE NOT MEMBERS OF NPA OR ANY COMMUNIST GROUPS. BUT, MY DAD HAS ALWAYS TAUGHT US SELF DEFENSE.

OUR PASTIME IS TO GO TO A FIRING RANGE AND SPENT OUR DAY SHOOTING. IT MAY LOOK LIKE DANGEROUS BUT LOL, WE FIND IT FUN.

I FEEL SO HUMILIATED, AN INNER HUMILIATION, WITH WHAT HAPPENED IN OUR ROTC CLASS TODAY.

NOW, ONE THING I HAVE ALWAYS LOOKING FORWARD AND ONE OF THE REASONS I BECAME A CADET IS THIS FIRING ACTIVITY. AND IT HAPPENED TODAY. THE WEAPON WE USED IS THE M16 RIFLE. HONESTLY, I HAD PICTURES WITH LOTS OF RIFLES BUT NEVER HAD THE CHANCE TO USED ONE SO I FELT LIKE A FIRST TIMER.

ONE OF THE POSITIONS WE HAD IS TO LAY DOWN, LIKE YOUR BODY FACED TO THE GROUND. I NEVER GOT TO BE ON THAT POSITION SINCE IN OUR PASTIME WE ARE USED TO STAND AND SHOOT. (I CAN SHOOT WITH ONE HAND.) ANYWAY,  HERE'S THE PART YOU'VE ALL BEEN WAITING FOR.

IN OUR BATCH, WE'RE SIX IN LINE AND I WAS NUMBER THREE. I WAS AIMING FOR THE BULLS-EYE. AND LADIES AND GENTLEMEN, AROUND OF APPLAUSE BECAUSE I HAVE SHOT THE TARGET LIKE A BOSS. BUT WAIT, HOLD YOUR HORSES, BECAUSE I SHOT THE NUMBER FOUR PAPER.

FC*#@JSKD BULL#@%$#(E 

AAHH, YES, YOU MIGHT THINK I'M STUPID AND I ADMIT I'M ONE OF THE DUMBEST PERSON IN THE WORLD. WOW, I COULD COMPETE WITH THE GUINNESS RECORDS RIGHT?

HERE'S MY SIDE. I WAS ABSENT ON THE MEETING WHEN ALL OF THE CADETS HAD THE DRY FIRE. MEANING, THEY WERE ORIENTED WITH THE BASIC SET OF RULES ON HOW TO HANDLE THE RIFLE. REASON FOR MY ABSENCE? LOOK THE POST ON JANUARY 6.

SO I WAS REALLY WORRIED BECAUSE I MIGHT DO SOME MISTAKES BY THE COMMANDS.  IN TAKING MY AIM, YOU'LL DEFINITELY HAVE TO USE THE "WINKING-EYE"  AND I HAVE BLURRY VISION.  SO AGAIN,


FC*#@JSKD BULL#@%$#(E

I WAS PRETTY SURE I HAD AIMED FOR MY PAPER AND

FC*#@JSKD BULL#@%$#(E

I JUST REALIZED I AIMED AT NUMBER FOUR WHEN MY FIRST ROUND WAS ALREADY DONE. YOU KNOW WHAT'S THE WORST PART?

FC*#@JSKD BULL#@%$#(E

WHEN WE WERE RUNNING TO GET OUR FIRST PAPER, THIS NUMBER FOUR GIRL WAS WORRIED BECAUSE SHE AIMED AT THE FIFTH PAPER.





YOU KNOW WHAT'S HER LUCKIEST PART? WOW, SHE WAS HAPPY BECAUSE SHE GOT 2 BULLS-EYE (NUMBER 1) AND A NUMBER 2 TARGET. (THE FIRST ROUND HAD 3 BULLETS). APPLAUSE APPLAUSE IT MUST BE HER LUCKIEST DAY! (MITCH, THAT WAS SARCASM YOU FIUSKJHCF)

Uhmmmm so Cathy, are you sure imuha dyud to and dili iyaha?
WELL THAT MY FRIEND, IS EVIDENT BECAUSE TULO RA MAN KUNO 'NOH ANG BUSLOT SA IYANG PAPEL? KUNG UNOM TO, HALA SIGE, TUO DYUD KO KAIGO SYA.

THAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN MINE! MINE mine MINE mine MINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CUWEHSIWNHRVBHXCHNFLICANFXIUCHBIVOUYNyufby.

AND SHE WAS LIKE "YEY BULLS-EYE WOOO BLAH BLAH." I COULD TELL SHE'S A NOOB BECAUSE SHE IS. I MEAN, AN EXPERIENCED GUNMAN LIKE ME COULD TELL. OUT OF FRUSTRATION I REPLIED TO HER, "GANG, SWERTEHA NIMO BAH? FOUR AKONG GI-IGO." 

THE MAIN WITNESS FOR IT WAS MY HS BATCH MATE TEJERO. THAT FRUSTRATING MOMENT MADE ME WANT TO SHOOT SOMEONE. A SPECIFIC SOMEONE. BUT THEN IF I DO THAT, HMMM, I WORRY THAT MY PARENTS WOULD SPEND BUCKS FOR MY LAWSUIT AND AWWW MY DEBUT WOULD BE CANCELLED.

BWAHAHAHA. PURE. EVIL. I. AM. GOOD THING I FORGOT HER FACE AND I DON'T KNOW HER NAME BECAUSE SURELY SOME----------------------CENSORED THOUGHTS---------------------------------.

AFFECTED I WAS, IN ROUND TWO WE HAVE ONLY TWO BULLETS IN OUR MAGAZINE (THAT'S THE TERM FOR THE BULLET RECTANGLE HOLDERS YOU SEE.), I KEPT ON THINKING AND WAS ALREADY DISTRACTED. I ONLY SHOT BOTH AT THREE. ONE IS ALMOST IN TWO BUT ARRGHH.

BOTTOM LINE:
I KNOW THAT GIRL SI SO PROUD OF THAT WORK SHE NEVER MADE.

IMMA BE SINGING LIKE:  
THAT SHOULD BE ME! GETTING THOSE PRAISES.
THE SHOULD BE ME! HAVING AN AWARD.
THIS IS SO WRONG. I CAN'T GO ON.
WILL SOMEONE BELIEVE? THAT, THAT SHOULD BE ME!

THOSE WHO GOT BULLSEYE WILL GET AN AWARD AT THE END OF OUR ROTC. I'M LIKE TUCK THIS FHIT. WHYYYYYYY DID THIS HAPPEN TO MEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!

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OUT OF FRUSTRATION, TO GET YOUR ATTENTION TO THIS WHOLE SITUATION,
IMMA RUINED YOUR EARS FOR ALL THIS BIEB DUCKING SONGS.
SUFFER YOU MORTAL! LET YOUR EARS BLEED! 









THE SIDE OF Cathypurry U AIN'T WANT TO UNVEIL. 

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Sunday, January 6 @ 8:36 AM 
What a fulfilling moment to start the New Year!

Friday Night, I finished editing our Travelogue with the Bloopers!
But, it was 12 am already and I still need to go to school by next day because....


I'm hosting the NORTHERN MINDANAO YOUTH BUSINESS CUP!


Sooooo, at first, I thought this "cup" would jam-packed the whole Little Theater with the High School students. Little did I know that we only invited Six Schools with their Five representatives to participate in this event. I was saddened at first (lol), but in the End I waaaaaaas very very so so so much Happy!

The event started 9:00AM (actually, 9:30) and will supposed to end at 3:00PM. Guess what? It ended at 5:00PM! LOL. Good thing the people behind LT didn't throw us out HAHA.

So this is my co-host, Mami Shaula.

The speakers in the Morning. :)

Lunchtime. First time in the Berchman Lounge! Bwahaha. Uhm, that is the exclusive guest room in Magis Canteen.

Didn't have a chance to take a pic with the first two speakers in the afternoon. But it was a great pleasure to have a pic with our last, very entertaining, speaker Dr. Bicbic!


Forgive the lady in red for being vain. :))

With team 1 :3

Team 4 :")

Team 2 :}

Team 3 :']

Team 5 ^^


The crying smiley signifies the unforgettable team I had because they are the only two teams out of six who didn't have a chant! HAHA. Didn't had the chance to take a pic with the Team 6 because I was shy. HAHA. They were the Mentors of the delegates!

Though I must say, they were really impressive. Because out of the scrap materials we gave them, they were able to make a useful product and to think, they market it very well! :"D




THEM. AAAAAAAAAAH. ♥
Check the full album: FB

Aside from the fun time we had, I seriously gained a lot of knowledge in the business market. The speakers did their job well. As a business accountancy student, it gave me a boost and also reminded me how interesting the market is.

It'll be 1 month and 2 weeks before I'll meet them again. As they say, patience is a virtue.


♥ Cathypurry

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Tuesday, January 1 @ 4:26 AM 

YEAR WHAT? NEW? BE HAPPY!

IT'S 2013 BABY!


I know it's 4am and My Mom will sleep soon. (She'll turn off the WIFI) 
So I have to make this quick. This post is all about our Noche Buena. 
Only 3 of us (Mom, Dad, and I) celebrated New Year. (Sad but NOT REALLY!)

Behold, our dishes for the night/morning.
 I know, HOW THE HECK WILL WE FINISH THEM ALL??


Some Selected foods:

Red Velvet Cake.

For the year 2012, I have been in so many Dessert-places and tasted a lot of foods. So, in all of the Red Velvet cakes I had, the one from Cecils was the best. Trust me, I'm an expert in foods specially sweets! 
The motif for NEW YEAR has always been Red, so I ordered one. In the main food picture, in the left table, the THREE desserts/appetizers below were at my cost! It costs me around kks -.-


 Crabs. 
Yes, I have always been craving for crabs my whole life and my Mom prohibits me to have one because I'm "allergic daw". This was my first and last for the Year 2012!


 Shrimps. Ahhhh.


 Red/Pink Gulaman!

 Red Biko.
Since our motif is Red,  finally I convinced my mom to put sa food coloring for it! It looks so intriguin' right? It's better if you taste it!

 Catziee's Mango Float. 
Haha, my masterpiece! Guess who had the first slice on the right side?  I know it's not that presentable but hey, it tastes like heaven!

Fruits.
Circles circles circles, para swerte! (ayg palag nga naai oval)



yehaaaaaaaaa
♥ Cathypurry

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