Monday, December 31 @ 10:38 PM 



2012 HiGHLiGHTS

January:

Brace for the NEW look of Cathy!
With my KC-inspired hairstyle, short blondish hair.
And I got fat, I mean, my face got chubbiER. T--T

February:

My whole world shattered into pieces when I received my midterm grades in Accounting. ACD.
It was not because I haven't understood and failed to answer the exam, but because I had a technical error that I had low score and grade! Not Following Instructions man gud si Cathy! If I had followed, I'd be one of the students in our class to get high scores! I know, OUCH.

March:

I received my final grades, and BOOM. GOT A- in Accounting. BOOYA!

April:

Went to the TUGAP hometown, Davao. Flew their by solo. Oh yeah, I loved it. And I toured around the city like one of the tourist and definitely living life at its peak! Party baby, party!

May:

Summer Class ACA! At first I thought it would be such a bummer but it turns out, 
MAY IS MY GREATEST MONTH OF THE YEAR!
Out of all the semesters I had, summer was the best! (No, we don't have trimesters, but you get my point.) Who wouldn't? I think it would be my first and last experience to taste a FLAT 4 in my College Grade History. Note, QPI 4 is the highest mark in our school. 

And I also turned Seventeen. Lucky? I don't think so. 
Social Life would be: 9/10
Academics bombed down to 0. or 1.

June:

Woooooooow, I'm a second year. Hurray. (Sarcasm) ACB.
Got offered with many projects and clubs etc. YEY. (not Sarcasm)

July:

The start of the fallout of Catherine Tugap. NOOO.
That was because, I got focused more on the extra-curricular stuffs and left my Academics. T--T. Yes, that is one of my First World Pain. I can't balance stuffs and my discipline level is very looow.

August:

What happened in August? Hmmm, I don't remember learning anything and have been partying all night long nooo.

September:

THE PEAK of my social life and the plunge/bottom/base of my academic life. So many things happened! Wew. Imma singing like, "So what we get drunk~ (I don't drink), So what we smoke weed~ (NEVER in the name of God!), we're just having fun and we don't care who sees. blahblah, living young and wild and free." Basta, you get what I mean. 

October:

Pitfall of Academic Life.

November:

Accepted the fate.
And now have changed.
Focused again, I'll try not to get distracted ever again. Back to my old blockmates! Back to being an ACA! Ahhhh.


December:

LE PRESENT. Highlight? Learning to recover and being happy without partying.


A CLOSING MESSAGE.
Wow, wow, wow.
Three Years passed for my BLOOOOG! Celebrate! Cheers!
Thank you to you reader for taking time to read up my random thoughts, from serious to stupid ones. Another year has passed and another year will come. 

I hate it when people say, "2013 be good to me." Why? Close mo sa year??
Sorry, but for me, all is done with Prayers. Prayers in Action. 
I pray for all of us to live our day productively. And at night we then we ask ourselves, "Is this what I want now 5 years back?"

That would be it. Cheers!
1 hour to go and I still haven't prepared! Time to rock the house tonight!




Truly Yours,
Catherine Joy Aparicio Tugap

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@ 10:11 PM 



NOOOOOOOOO. 
2 HOURS TO GO BEFORE 2013 
AND I'M HERE BLOGGING!

PRESSSSSSSUREEEEEEEEE! 

I haven't even dressed yet! 
Nor had our Noche Buena! 
(meh, makes sense, not yet New year)


Wow, What an intro right? :)
I wanted this to be a very sentimental post but time is ticking! 
Aww, I'll make this post very quick. :(




CATZIEE 2012: A WRAP

Songs in 2012 that made me high. 
(Makes me feel like floating and say, "this is life". And NO, the song doesn't have to be made on 2012)

TITANIUM
GOOD FEELING
THE BIG BANG
PUMPED UP KICKS
WE ARE YOUNG
ROLLING IN THE DEEP
WHERE HAVE U BEEN


Songs that made an IMPACT.


WIDE AWAKE
SUNDAY MORNING
SOMEONE LIKE YOU
BEAUTIFUL GOODBYE
ROLLING IN THE DEEEEEP
I KNEW YOU WERE TROUBLE
REEEEEEEED



♥ Cathypurry

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Tuesday, December 25 @ 12:18 PM 
Have yourself a very happy Christmas because you are not getting any younger!

I'm not gonna post some long story on how I spent Christmas because I don't. HAHA, KIDDING!


 Yey For the dining room haha.

 Le magnificent glow of the Tree. The Christmas Tree.

 Foodie UBE roll that is indulge by uber delightness of real Ube at the center!

 Foodie healthy carrot cakes!




 Our little Christmas town!


My YIN and YANG!
PS. I was in Chest-out mode, and my tummy is bigger. So you know what I mean .:P


Sad window now happy.




HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE!!!!!!!!


♥ Cathypurry

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Saturday, December 22 @ 10:50 PM 
COMMENT BOX:
FAILED

I've been working on it for hours, but I can't seem to unlock this freaking comment code in blogger. Apparently, this theme I'm using (thanks to chocolettha btw.) disables the comment box. Arghh, I'm a horrible decoder. Samok. Oh well, Next time for the next theme.

And now, I shall work on the playlist. hahaist. 

PS: I might put some snow effects to add the Christmas spirit in mah blog. 
MWAH.


update: 11:32
traydor nga snowfall script!
it DISABLES the fairy dust effect and the favicon!
PAIN PAIN PAIN IN THE ARSE.

Well, no favicon it is until Christmas.
CIAO.



♥ Cathypurry

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@ 9:49 PM 
A pleasant actually... not pleasant evening to you!


Dark side

I feel incomplete ending the school (calendar) year.
If you know what I mean.

And also, my name is ruined. Yikes. Sighhhh. 



But on the bright side of today is:

  • WE saw van on action. (eeeeeeeeeeeeeeet)
  • It was a wrap from all of our project.
  • I finally went to the area exposure with my friends. (knowing I'm a ROTC cadet)


......And TA-DAAH~

I finally enabled my comment box!
I made it a pop up on purpose.
You can finally be free to comment anything you want, be it violent or not
And the best part, you can comment as ANON!

So what are ya waiting for? comment now!

Don't worry I will never ever know who you are.
Please be kind. 
haha.

Also, I'll be having some Christmas Playlist!
Don't judge my songs! 
I like Bieber! xD 
And some are non-related to Christmas, like the Jeepney mash-up kind of songs!

Random Fact: I tend to love what people hate, and tend to hate what people love.
But usually, I'm more of a lover than a hater.

Lifetime Dilemma: I like things but they don't like me back.


Anyways I've been LMAO to this pic, not to my face but to uuhm hahaha.
Warning: Scandal Cathy.




♥ Cathypurry

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Thursday, December 20 @ 10:10 PM 



YEY FOR VLOG 2!
LOL LOL LOL.
You might find it very disturbing.

ps. #8 of "I'll tour you around my room is only a tour of my vain corner" haha.
PRAMIS, it's only 1/8 of my room.
fine.
.
.
1/6
.
.
fine.
1/5 :P


♥ Cathypurry

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Wednesday, December 19 @ 1:46 AM 


A VERY RANDOM PUBLIC VLOG.
LOL. SORRY.

Look forward to the 2nd vlog, I'M SINGING! 
HAHAHAHA

♥ Cathypurry

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@ 1:14 AM 
Please listen to CRYSTAL FLOWER while reading this post. 
It would be worth it! :)



HELLO. WHAT UP!


A month ago, my dog gave birth to the most adorable puppies I have ever seen and encountered in real life!
Truly, they have captured my heart from the first time I met them. Touching their sweet little paws!
AWWWW :3



MEET YIN AND YANG.
(Because they are yinyangs)


A WEEK AFTER THEIR BIRTH.


ONE MONTH LATER :3



SAY HI TO "YIN"!





SAY HELLO TO "YANG"!






TOGETHER, THEY ARE YIN AND YANG!





YEY YEY YEY! THEY ARE MY BLESSINGS.




PS, DO YOU LIKE MY HAIR? :3



♥ Cathypurry

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Friday, December 14 @ 10:17 PM 
New post agad!

I'm not gonna let the disturbing experience (see post below)  ruin my perfect week!

Tuesdays and Fridays are my very lucky days.

It has a simple reason and somewhat predictable thing from me. But from those days, I got a good glimpse to almost all of my inspirations. I'm an avid admirer. Barkada dyud nako akong mga barkada. We form a group uh,. . . admirees? Because saying crush is too mainstream. :P

Recently, I got addicted(not that addicted *guilty eyes watching left and right*). Because a friend of mine, let's cover her by the name Celine, added this guy in FB using my account! At first, I was annoyed because I don't really like him -- at first.


FIGURE 1.

Like, 1, 2, 3 BOOM. Wah na. Hulog si Cathy oi. How ironic because just below that tweet, I was sad since I don't have any admiree - - yet.



2.

I GMed my friends. And this is what I would have wanted to tweet. 

3.


LOL. I was about to tweet it when I checked my notif in fb and saw he approved the request Celine made. I'm being a complete feelers but I can not risk tweeting things. You will never know he might got interested to me and stalked me AND AND stumbled in my twitter account. OR OR someone who knows him might think it's him. Note: I haven't endeavored any interest at him - - yet. You will never know ui! Plus, PRAMIS, the name obliviously I wanted to tweet, was his real name too. Wow, God answers prayers quickly and advance! HE HE HE

Do you get the idea what I'm trying to say!?!? 

Bisaya-Eng mode: Ani man gud ni oh, I have always wanted to share Figure 3. Mainly because, I'm reading this book with the same name-titled. It made me realized how nice it is to have your man named it as well. Wala pakoi interest atong gi add ni Celine. And kalimot pa gani ko kinsa iyang name. When I found the notification in fb saying he approved my request, I had a major facepalm. Arghhh. Sa description man gud sa akong dream man, ga coincide pud sa iyaha. Remember, wala pakoi any developed feelings ato nga time. 

See how amazing it was??


This week, tuesday, was when I got insights about him from my friend with the same course as his. Mind you, that it's a group admiree and we call him VAN. Long story.


4.

So from the insights I got, we'll be spending some quality time in the same floor! And today was the day! And my expectations were actually met but better! WEW. Inhale Exhale beh! He's a very very tall man. Proportionate body. Handsome. We actually exchanged looks for secondS!  Uhm, remember my things-to-live-by rule below the post? Well... he's just a number 2. :P




♥ Cathypurry

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@ 9:37 PM 
WARNING: This following post may contain scenes not suitable for sensitive audiences. Watch out for offensive and harsh tones used. I do not held any responsible for any impact and violent reactions. This is my opinion, my post, and my blog. Forgive me. not.



One thing I hate in our place are the standbyers, especially those people who actually have some nerves to talk-- thinking I'm like some cheap girl they can communicate and be some textmate. Don't get me wrong. To better understand what I mean, I'll give you some recent example I experienced when I was going home.

So, I was riding a jeepney with my mother because my father stayed at home exhausted from work. As actual passengers slowly decreases, kabiteros increases. I was sitting near the driver at the opposite side. Two kabiteros sat at the front seat and many other at the back. I've noticed this guy in front shamelessly watching me as if I didn't even know. I was really getting annoyed. He got his barkada-- made fun and disrespected by what they call chix. Until this guy has a huge gut to talk to me! "Taga aha diay ka? Aha ka mubaba? Taga sibyer man ka noh?"

If you're going to think about it; OA cathy ui, nakigstorya lang gani. But think again, do you know how creepy it is for a stranger at night to talk like this? Like WTF, excuse me, who the tuck are you and dared to talk to me?! Being rude, I didn't answer anything and pretended as if I heard nothing. Complete, total snob. If you only knew how bad I was: I was watching him talk and then shifted my eyes to the other side. I believe he was completely humiliated but it serves him right.

Another one, I was riding my bike / biking to buy some stuffs. It was late at night. When I was biking my way home, this somewhat-seemed-like rapist was biking too. He talked: "Hi miss, mangayo ko og number"  Best actress, I am, watched straight ahead (poker face) and paddled faster until I got home. When I looked back at him, he already made a turn. He must have thought I lived afar and took the baiting chance.

This, as usual and a common thing I always encounter everyday. People who walked passed by you in a very uncomfortable close distance whispering, "hi miss / regards ko". Tucking shif. I've always wanted to shout back at them saying, "WOW kung maka regards ka murag unsa ka kagwapo, mura ra baya kag rapist!"

Let me share to you what I am when it comes to situations like this. I will and always find these things very insulting. Guys like them brought shame to men. I feel so disrespected. Horrible, gross, and irritating. Please-forgive-me-from-this-word, I do looked down to those type of people.

What I'm trying to say is that, I, myself, have great standards entertaining people. It might not seem obvious (or maybe it is) I entertain people who I only want to have any connections. Lets say for example, this topic: BOYS/GUYS/MEN. To those who know me, you could say that I have uhm, many crushes? know many boys? (haha umeegat?!) Truthfully speaking when it comes to this thing, my goodness, I set my own standards. I do not entertain/talk to them when they don't meet my standards.

I have a very simple things-to-live-by rules. If you are:
1. Smart
2. Attractive
3. Or, both

Then, you are good to go. Otherwise if you're neither one of them... BYE. UGH, Reminding you of the warning above again? If you have observed people I am with, girls or boys, they do set from my things-to-live-by rule. Hmmm... are you thinking of it now? They do coincide right? YES. Now you know. I set this rule to all the people I have connections with in school. If you're reading this now and you're my friend, from what number do you belong? :) My friend - seems like a very very insensitive thing to say. I maybe really friendly but I kinda choose who I really like to be my friend. If we're not now, don't worry, we still have tomorrow.

IMPRESSIONISM. Back to the topic: guys. Ka-swerte ba sa akong mga crush ui. If it has been rumored, truth or lie, that I bound some interest on a guy. Well, he's a one damned lucky guy! Feeling man kayo ni i-ingun but, I am really particular in liking guys.

 Usually, I get trapped by #2. I always fell at like at first sight. I have high standards for men. Liking one is an honor to the part of the guy. (hilas but) If you're going to observe all of them, they do are #2. But if not, it's sure that he's a #1. Plus plus points if he's a #3 EET. Reminding you of the warning above again.

Anyways, I entertain people if they are interesting to me. Sometimes I feel sad when I'm trying to reach out and they snubbed at me. They missed the chance to experience a one-of-a-kind catziee. BLEH. Bad. Sayang ang opportunity. Tsk tsk tsk. Sometimes hilasan pud ko kay it takes courage and a wholesome confidence to act crazy in front of the people. Neglecting the pride and dignity. And here are some who gives a cold shoulder. Hmm. It's the cycle I guess. I snob who I'm not interested and gets snubbed too. It's a win-win or lose-lose situation.

PERO lahi man gud. argh. Come on, look at me, I have achieved so much and made my own name. I have done gratifying moments if you must know. My best asset is my confidence. I have boost this since I was in elementary. I have and am living as a leader. I do well in school (scholar, honor). A promising editor (layouts and such). Leisure activities (drive, firing, books, write, etc). A good actress (theatre since elementary). I have talents (instruments, gadgets, musical). Hosted varieties of shows since elementary, too (ay alang kung kinder! lol). I can draw (sketch, paint). Good personality (friendly, approachable). Gi-bugaw nako akong self, lol, but what more can you ask for? You want to see my portfolio? Because I have.

Uhm.. Okay, I don't know where I'm going with this. Got carried by emotions, sorry. :P

Bottom line is. I want to be respected. If you want to make me think highly of you, then think highly of me too. I have standards. I am not some lowly piece of thit. I am not someone you find from ukay-ukay. I am limited edition. Do not expect you could get anything from me. Reminding you of warning above again.

Please put to mind as how I write this post. I am directly speaking to those vicious fools.
FEELERS MO. BAGA MO OG DAGWAY.



/ Cathypurry

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Tuesday, December 11 @ 7:17 PM 
PENS AND PAPERS
Catherine Joy A. Tugap
Catziee

Date: December 10, 2012
Time: 8:40 P.M.



Pens and papers,
Are my companions now;
Sorrows and griefs
Are expressed somehow.
Urgency to bawl;
Disappointments felt,
Trapped in a box
And aches to yell.
Dreams that were planned,
As bright as a sun,
In one blink of an eye
It was all gone.
Promises made,
Promises broken,
Should have known
But it was too late.
From enthusiastic claims,
'Twas assuring thyself.
To mortified pain,
In disgust with guilt.
To where do one blames
All of thee misfortunes,
As if it was played
Like an illusion.
Soaring high,
Extremes in the sky,
But nothing's left
Only its bitter goodbye.
What happened?
It was going well.
Felt of betrayal,
Calling for farewell.
Hopes are shattered
Of the better future.
Guess, there's a detour
And took the wrong turn.
Though one owes,
A supplementary,
High or low,
Brought satisfactory.
But knowing at an edge,
In a greater consequence.
That soon it will end;
A tragic circumstance.
Being expressionless,
Acting like one could care less,
But truth to be told,
I'm screaming relentless.
No tears have fallen,
No voices have heard,
Pens and papers
Are now my companions.



PS.
Selfish acts,
I know, I know
Knowing it will never happen
I feel so low.



Cathypurry

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Sunday, December 9 @ 11:15 AM 
Study
Catziee

Concentration is what I need,
Accounting needs to be studied.
Tomorrow's a brighter future,
Hence, it all starts today.
Young Cathy be brave.


♥ Cathypurry

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Monday, December 3 @ 8:55 PM 
Just a fake cover.




HOW CAN ONE LOOKS SO MANLY WHEN IN FACT HE'S ALL THE WAY AROUND?
How can gays portray a convincing manly roles when guys can't even act one?
HOW COME handsome people, no, a demigod would be like this.
And HOW COME MATT BOMER would be a gay after all. 
A gay guy and 
It truly breaks my heart.

As you may know, I've been obsessing Matt Bomer for awhile. As a matter of fact, if you looked at my previous posts, he is and will always be the epitome of male beauty.

Okay, this post might sound very insensitive because if you must be aware, a TYPHOON will be hitting us here tomorrow or not more, be earlier. It is a tragic but hopefully, a vice versa. Yes, I do feel terrible and WE are now prepared for such incident. But meanwhile, I need to let this out of my system.

MATT BOMER IS GAY. I have stalked him for the first time. And thanks to google, mainly wikipedia, I found out about his partner. At first, all I was interested about was his age and how at huge gaps we could be compatible in some ways. HAHA, I know. We are, right? :P Being 17 and him 35, age doesn't matter!

Now, I was so happy to know where his hometown is but then an ultimate shocking unbearable truth sink in. He has a partner named Simon Halls. At first I was like, "Ha, what kind of a parent would name their daughter Simon? Maybe Simone but it felt manly." Not until I googled his images and Matt's.


I tell you, it's as if I literally heard a plate shattered when I immediately saw the pic. That thing you saw in movies where from an afar angle and you're at the center and it zoomed on you kind-of-thing? It's as if my heart literally stopped and tore apart. It's as if all the visual metaphor of how I feel right now literally - - happened. A flashing light bulb turned off, a glass, flower vase was shot by a gun at slow motion, and a basket of fruit exploded. ALL OF IT at slow motion.

I'm not against gays at all. In fact, I adore and also got obsessed at Neil Patrick Harris by his HIMYM series even when I already knew he was gay. Truly I salute at most celebrity gays who are not afraid and are even proud of they are one. But this feeling of mine from Matt Bomer was beyond exemplary. Well, I just can't believe it. I need some time to absorb all this crazy fan girl shiq. It is like the feeling when Sam Milby and Piolo Pascual where rumored to be gay (not that I accused them of being one) ---- If you are a milby or papa p. fan. 

This shocking revelation hit me liked a fail one of my subject. It hit me like I caught a grenade. It hit me like I threw my hand for a blade. It hit me like I jumped off a train. Okay nuff said.

I need to calm the qwertyui down. Get over it cathy, you can never changed the reality. This is a fandom tragedy. Like Shakespeare's love tragedy. Like Dante's tragic love for Beatrice.

Okay, too much simile, metaphor, and irony used here.

 I NEED TO 





PS. HAPPY COUPLES.

GAAAH.


you tell me. 
But there are reasons. T----T

Yes it is Page, yes it is T-------T




//♥ Cathypurry

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