by - 8:36 PM

Catherine Tugap

Have you ever felt
The urge to have something within yourself?
This maybe kinda boring,
But I want to get it off my chest.

For so long I have pretended,
That I have someone in my life.
To back off the people
That will hinder my goals in life.

But it has come to this point,
That I can't seem to escape from the reality
No man is an island
But I don't want this to see.

I need something that I can confess
And I don't need a perfect line
To say what's on my mind
But I want to try.


What would it feel
To have someone to cuddle?
To be loved and be in love?
But I know it's a lot of trouble.

Though I must confess,
Those things I've said
All of them was a lie
To cover what I feel inside.

Yet I'm impressed to myself
How I can hide my feelings to him
Nobody knows the truth (ONLY GOD KNOWS BELIEVE ME >:)
But it's all right in front of them.

But I hope this someone
Will notice the way I look to him
I may appear so blank
But I'm jumping with joy inside! :P


What would it feel
To hold hands with you?
To talk all the topics
And just be true.

However, I know,
We'll never be together
I'd like to escape from the fact
That you still have feelings for her.

But I won't give up
Even though we don't talk much
Just being with you is enough, (for a moment there)
And that's more than I want to ask.

Is this just a fling?
Or am I totally whipped?
Because I'm just imagining
What would it feel to be with him.


And I hate you for this
For making me lose my focus
I hate this feeling
But I don't want this to end.

Time will pass by
So quickly and I can't deny
This is all just a big illusion
And I don't want this misapprehension.

I'm just wishing
This will soon be over
And go back to the usual
Which I don't have to wonder.

Every second of the day
You give me the tingles
As much as I want to go away
But my eyes just twinkle! (rofl with the rhymes!)

I probably need to end this soon
For I'm almost writing a novel
This is just the effect
How sweet love/like can get.

But the question is still here
How would it feel?
To have someone in your life?
Will it leave all your thoughts behind?


Bwahaha. Okay, Let's get this straight. I AM NOT IN LOVE though I like someone but it's just pure PHYSICAL ATTRACTION. You know us girls, who likes those 'handsome boys' LOL. I am not inspired nor will I ever admit who it is to someone else! See how it gave me the urge to write a FREE VERSE POEM? Some funny rhymes I got there eh? It's been bugging me for awhile though, I can't concentrate on my studies! Anyways, if your a grammar/ spelling NAZI please don't judge my poem! haha. If it's misspelled, it's obviously the keyboard's fault! And I NEVER PROOFREAD. I don't even read my blog posts lol. You know, just type type type. Okay, maybe some of my friends know, but I doubt if it's the REAL one. Though the one I share with them, is included with this poem too! :3 I STILL LIKE LIAM HEMSWORTH THOUGH HAHAHAHAHHAAHA. Okay moving on......

♥ Cathypurry

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