Tuesday, June 26 @ 8:36 PM 
WHAT WOULD IT FEEL
Catherine Tugap
catziee



Have you ever felt
The urge to have something within yourself?
This maybe kinda boring,
But I want to get it off my chest.



For so long I have pretended,
That I have someone in my life.
To back off the people
That will hinder my goals in life.



But it has come to this point,
That I can't seem to escape from the reality
No man is an island
But I don't want this to see.



I need something that I can confess
And I don't need a perfect line
To say what's on my mind
But I want to try.




*******




What would it feel
To have someone to cuddle?
To be loved and be in love?
But I know it's a lot of trouble.



Though I must confess,
Those things I've said
All of them was a lie
To cover what I feel inside.



Yet I'm impressed to myself
How I can hide my feelings to him
Nobody knows the truth (ONLY GOD KNOWS BELIEVE ME >:)
But it's all right in front of them.



But I hope this someone
Will notice the way I look to him
I may appear so blank
But I'm jumping with joy inside! :P




*******




What would it feel
To hold hands with you?
To talk all the topics
And just be true.



However, I know,
We'll never be together
I'd like to escape from the fact
That you still have feelings for her.



But I won't give up
Even though we don't talk much
Just being with you is enough, (for a moment there)
And that's more than I want to ask.



Is this just a fling?
Or am I totally whipped?
Because I'm just imagining
What would it feel to be with him.




*******




And I hate you for this
For making me lose my focus
I hate this feeling
But I don't want this to end.



Time will pass by
So quickly and I can't deny
This is all just a big illusion
And I don't want this misapprehension.



I'm just wishing
This will soon be over
And go back to the usual
Which I don't have to wonder.



Every second of the day
You give me the tingles
As much as I want to go away
But my eyes just twinkle! (rofl with the rhymes!)



I probably need to end this soon
For I'm almost writing a novel
This is just the effect
How sweet love/like can get.



But the question is still here
How would it feel?
To have someone in your life?
Will it leave all your thoughts behind?



*******FIN******




Bwahaha. Okay, Let's get this straight. I AM NOT IN LOVE though I like someone but it's just pure PHYSICAL ATTRACTION. You know us girls, who likes those 'handsome boys' LOL. I am not inspired nor will I ever admit who it is to someone else! See how it gave me the urge to write a FREE VERSE POEM? Some funny rhymes I got there eh? It's been bugging me for awhile though, I can't concentrate on my studies! Anyways, if your a grammar/ spelling NAZI please don't judge my poem! haha. If it's misspelled, it's obviously the keyboard's fault! And I NEVER PROOFREAD. I don't even read my blog posts lol. You know, just type type type. Okay, maybe some of my friends know, but I doubt if it's the REAL one. Though the one I share with them, is included with this poem too! :3 I STILL LIKE LIAM HEMSWORTH THOUGH HAHAHAHAHHAAHA. Okay moving on......



♥ Cathypurry

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Friday, June 22 @ 8:27 PM 
CLICKIE DEE

It's been almost a month since I last celebrated my birthday. I feel bad though because I haven't invited ALL of my friends especially all C6KSTB. That feeling sucks. Well to tell you the truth, I wasn't planning to invite a friend because I wanted it to be private and within our family only.

At the evening of May 30, my dad and I had some kind of business trip and unexpectedly saw this resort. As we were going home, (it was a 2hour drive) I suddenly patted my father and pulled over since I've been dying to have this 'supposedly-small-gathering-party?'. Well I already planned to treat my friends on a spa. (yay girlies!) But I guess, a lot of surprises comes in your way. And I mean it!

Fast forward...........

There's a one rule that my parents told me and that is NO BOYS. They've been emphasizing it since like.. I was born? lol. Then my parents told me to invite AT LEAST 3-5 friends ONLY. So I was planning to invite my SBM-close-batchmates-from-highschool-friends. Though I feel really bad because I can't invite these 3 guy friends. But I know, they understand that I can't. Do they?! :( Next is the C6KSTB friends, I haven't invited them all because there were limitations you know :( Gaaaaaah. Telling you the story is harder than I thought. But that's it.

I did enjoy the day and overall I have invited hmmm. 6 friends? yey for that -____- and one of our family friend haven't went with us due to some circumstances that can not be avoided.

As we went home, I literally 'kidnapped' them to our house! HAHA. Since after the so-called SECRET Party, they already planned to go home. And when we arrived home, I immediately introduced them to all of my pets! RAWR! And one unexpected surprise happened.... I GOT A DELIVERY! I don't want to detail things but the bottom line is: it was an almost tear-jerked moment but Clarissa was the one who soaked up!

If you want to know the details of their plan for me, here it is:
CLICKIE SURPRISE!



AND THE GIFT!!!!!!!! Those two pix on the left side :")))
(excuse the m.lhuillier calendar rofl!)




THANK YOU. THANK YOU. THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FOR THE NEVER-ENDING LOVE EVERYONE!


♥ Cathypurry

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Tuesday, June 12 @ 1:21 PM 
Hey ya'll how ya doing? It's the start of the class and I'm feeling like it's still vacation.

I've been reading a lot of books lately. It's mostly teenage fiction. I'm fond on those type of genres. You know, school stuffs, the jocks and the nerds. I read around 5 books in a week already? I usually finish one in 4-5 hours only but you know there's SCHOOL so....

Anyways, when I imagine the characters especially the honks err the JOCKS. I'm digging on THE Hemsworth Brothers. Particularly LIAM. Is it a lot to ask?



At some point I just wonder how I regret I didn't enjoy my stay in HIGHSCHOOL. Damn right it sucks. But at the point the I NEVER ENJOYED IT EVER. You know why? Because I was too focus on this "ACADEMIC" stuffs that I forgot experiencing "FUN". Sometimes I ask myself, why didn't we bother to live in abroad? Gaaah. Life would have been so much different. Why did I hold back? Sigh. Don't worry. Fun will come soon. I few more years and I'm set to go. Damn-these-books-now-I'm-daydreaming-a-lot.

♥ Cathypurry
Saturday, June 2 @ 10:23 AM 
I'M WALKING ON SUNSHINE~ WOAAAH WOAAAAH!

I'M IN MY BEST MOOD THIS TIME OF THE MONTH. BETTER ABUSE THIS BEFORE I GET MOODY AGAIN! :D I LOVE EVERYONE NOW. INCLUDING YOU! ← YOU! ↑ YOU! → AND YOU! •





♥ Cathypurry

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