Wednesday, April 25 @ 4:35 PM 
just here to say hiiiiiii :>>



♥ Cathypurry

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Tuesday, April 24 @ 4:15 PM 
my theme for this week will be emo. Black black black due to some certain cicurmstances that can not be avoided :/

Guess mine is not the first heart broken,
my eyes are not the first to cry I'm not the first to know,
there's just no gettin' over you
Hello, I'm just a fool who's willing to sit around
and wait for you
But baby can't you see, there's nothin' else
for me to do I'm hopelessly devoted to you
But now there's nowhere to hide,
since you pushed my love aside I'm not in my head,
hopelessly devoted to you
Hopelessly devoted to you,
hopelessly devoted to you
My head is saying "fool, forget him",
my heart is saying "don't let go"
Hold on to the end, that's what I intend to do
I'm hopelessly devoted to you
But now there's nowhere to hide,
since you pushed my love aside I'm not in my head,
hopelessly devoted to you
Hopelessly devoted to you,
hopelessly devoted to you

♥ Cathypurry
Monday, April 23 @ 9:07 PM 
Tomorrow is our exam, and now I'm supposed to search for our Greek Mythology story for the quiz tom. until I found the afjsoesud of osaifdcak. And there, I saw ufhbxiau xosjf. With a funny yet disturbing poieanc. Then a song immediately struck into my head. I would like to sing it for u and for myself... with a little revise of the lyrics


I heard that you're settled down
That you found a girl
and you're together now
I heard that your dreams came true
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you

Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light

I hate to turn up out of the blue, uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me, it isn't over

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you, too
Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised in a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue, uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me, it isn't over yet

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you, too
Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead, yeah

Nothing compares, no worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes, they're memories made
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you, too
Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead

.............
You might be mistaken but the essence of the song that is reflected to my life is that my crush has a gf. And he is my unfailing long lost unforgettable crush. The feeling might be like a dead star. But I don't mind. As long as I'm just looking at him... without knowing, I'm hurting inside....

lol XD. I already know this, I've been like this for the past 4years but I still can't recover haha! And the funny thing about the song especially the line : "Never mind, I'll find someone like you"
is I did found someone like him! No really, he does look like him! I've been crushing on him just this Feb and I've recovered on that month also. But what the hay, I have a song for mel -- his code name.


Panalangin ko sa habang buhay
Makapiling ka, makasama ka
Yan ang panalangin ko-oh
At hindi papayag, ang pusong ito
Mawala ka, sa ‘king piling
Mahal ko iyong dinggin


At wala ng iba pang mas mahalaga
Sa tamis na dulot ng pag-ibig
Nating dal’wa…
Sana naman makikinig ka
Kapag aking sasabihin
Minamahal kita

Panalangin..

Panalangin ko sa habang buhay
Makapiling ka, makasama ka
Yan ang panalangin ko-oh
At hindi papayag, ang pusong ito
Mawala ka, sa ‘king piling
Mahal ko iyong dinggin

At wala ng iba pang mas mahalaga
Sa tamis na dulot ng pag-ibig
Nating dal’wa
Sana naman makikinig ka
Kapag aking sasabihin
Minamahal kita…aaah


Panalangin ko sa habang buhay
Makapiling ka, makasama ka
Yan ang panalangin ko-oh
At hindi papayag, ang pusong ito
Mawala ka, sa ‘king piling
Mahal ko, iyong dinggin

Panalangin ko sa habang buhay
Makapiling ka, makasama ka
Yan ang panalangin ko-oh
At hindi papayag, ang pusong ito
Mawala ka, sa ‘king piling
Mahal ko iyong dinggin

Panalangin, panalangin...

....
It's good to know that my own dead star is replaced by a new born star. But who knows, it might just be imaginary too. Pretending like one of the stars. Or maybe the problem is with me, I am a martyr of my own illusions.

♥ Cathypurry
Thursday, April 19 @ 7:08 PM 
for the past week I have been inactive in my social networking life. I haven't even uploaded my vacation pics on fb yet! in which my family members are eager to watch it.

hehe ^(◑.◑)^

anyways all I wanna say is I will love mario maurer forever


he is the guy i want. he is the guy i need! lol.

Our summer class has already begun since last week and my life has been on cloud9. haha joke! So in twitter before, I favorited this tweet of mine to remind me when the time has come, i can say that it was worth the wait. so here it goes:




....And..."to meet u" was already done! haha. and the rest shall follow.... soon! My day is always complete even when I just stare at him for a sec. like just catching a glimpse of his face. his face... it's so clear and there's something in his eyes that I can't just get enough of. He's the perfect embodiment of my long lost crush for 5 years! let's keep it by the name "kuya". That's why I got attracted to this guy. Oh yeah, one cool story. One time, I caught him staring at me! lol. And I just felt like I'm laying on the bed of roses (◡‿◡✿). I don't know if I have a crush, but by the way I act, my friend tells me my face turns all red when sometimes we walk together. like I'm behind him or he's behind me. loooooooool.

WHATEVER HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA I CAN'T HELP BUT SMILE. And yes I still remember this:

See I got over him a month ago! Destiny brings us to see each other :P (wrong grammar) I wish he got a KAKAO! And by that we'll get close :(
If you're reading this mel hahah lol we're not even friends on fb. but please download the KAKAO APP on your phone! my id is catziee! :D

ALL OF THESE ET CETERA THINGS ARE JUST TEMPORARY. I'M JUST AFFECTED BY THIS HOT WEATHER CALLED SUMMER AND MENTAL ILLNESS CALLED LOVE. IT'S A SUMMER LOVE INDEED!



♥ Cathypurry
Wednesday, April 11 @ 5:53 PM 
waaaah, I got a lot of things to say but I wanted to share some pics on my so-called "self-modelling". Sad but fun 乂◜◬◝乂 Lol, If you like it you can download it and have it as your wallpaper in you phone, laptop or print it hahahahahaha *feelers to the max* level 9999999999. You know, coz I tried it and it looks so nice in the phone! #vain
just remember my name, ~Catziee

Introducing Ms. Catherine Joy A. Tugap
aka Catziee aka Cathypurry ت


♥ Cathypurry












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Sunday, April 8 @ 6:29 AM 
As you know, all my siblings has their own "partners" now and it left me wondering who would be my future husband.(▰˘◡˘▰)

After we, my sis and bro, went out in a place I have met my two ideal wanna-be-with guys. Waaaaaah I'm just too over excited to share this. Anyways gotta go now for Island hopping :P lateer (─‿‿─)

-------updated:---------

lol ^o^
I remember the boys, but I don't remember the feeling anymore


The first one.
I saw him when we went somewhere in a park. And he's tall, white and handsome. And had the perfect smile when he laughed and asked me "is it heavy?" about the bird. And I automatically fell for him the moment he looked at me with his cute braces on :3. It's so obvious that they're rich because his family we're like speaking english and he got those apple products blah blah blah. And it was so cute when he asked his mom saying, "mom can I touch it?" --referring to the gigantic turtle. Anyways moving on``````````



Next the second one.
We went out for groceries and in this mall there are a lot of handsome young men and gorgeous looking women (including me jk :P). And it was a total package for a sight-seeing because those things I said about what guy I wanted was so many there. -The tall white asian (chinky-eyed) guys, be it korean, chinese or japanese :P. But there's this one guy that I kept on (uhh what's this word.. ermm) something like bangga in the grocery. He's a tall white asian guy, the same age as me, and had his earphones on. You know the typical music lover guys with their jackets on. And he was so attractive. I don't know why we kept on bumping to each other (yes bump! that's the word! haha). Like when I'm in the canned goods section, he's there too and when I'm about to turn to the other section, we did BUMPED to each other. Well I had my earphones too, listening to music, that's why I can't hear if someone is approaching or like behind me because I'm just enjoying listening to a great piece of art. hahahhaha,

Even at the lines we are just beside each other like he's on counter 1 and I'm on 2. So one great idea came to me, "I shall use my transparent camera app!" So as I opened up the app and ready to use it, I looked over to his counter and just found his father there and then to my surprise he's just right behind me! Don't get confused because I wasn't in the line actually. I was like infront so I could have a great look at him and hoped to have a pic of him. But you know, life is unfair. I didn't get the pic because he's just behind me, hmmm I wonder he took a pic of me then? hahahahaha. If you can't picture it out, well, infront of the counter was some waiting area table there. And as soon as my sis was almost finished with her grocers, I went to her for help.

And then we waited longer than expected because this is what happens when you use a credit card kasi. And after I looked at him again, he was gone. Disappointed, I went over to the table and sang the first verse of the "man who can't be moved" by the scripts. And to my surprise, the background music in the mall was like "'cause if one day you'll wake up and find out your missing me~♫" I completely went totally blank. Speechless. And thought, what a teleserye my life is. If it was a movie, I'm sure it will be a blockbuster hit! Because everyone can relate to it. I just made a little smile, holding up the laughter and joy I felt as I excitedly texted my bffs about it.

So that was it :) Those two ideal guys that I think I want to marry in the future. Well you know, I mean the LOOKS. But life is inevitable, you don't know who you might end up with. ヅ

SO CHEERS FOR A GOOD LIFE!

♥ Cathypurry
Sunday, April 1 @ 7:29 PM 
BREAK 10. Tuesday. March 27, 2012.

Oh men, I should had made a long post for this one because this is a memorable day coz @ 5:23 I FINISHED READING THE MOCKING JAY! And since I'm lazy and haven't blog like for almost a week, I'll not give anymore insights. :( Well all I could say is that after reading the book I was like o_____o. Then I immediately called Ina. I almost cried when Finnick died. woops we got a spoiler here. So yeah it's a MOCKINGJAY DAY! :)


BREAK 11. Wednesday. March 28, 2012.



In the morning I went out for jogging and got me some few sweats XD. Then the whole day was spent on practice. And we practiced at my previous school must... I must say that MUST developed to a whole new level :) And I ended up being malas at the end of the day. My feet got fudging hurt and at the next morning I feel so helpless. I was like a limp and I can't move a darn thing! asdfghjkl!


BREAK 12. Thursday. March 29, 2012.



Shoot I'm still struggling from my whole body-ache with that fsdads dance. And also we were like walking in and out from place to place in MUST. My feet was dead tired! But I still went out in the mall to buy some stuffs for my vacation. That right pic over there is actually a SWIMSUIT! Can u believe it? So cool right? :D


BREAK 13. Friday. March 30, 2012

I forgot what happened this day. Did I jog with Ina? hmmm. probably. That's the highlight for today lol.


Break 14. Saturday. March 31, 2012.




Practice day again. But in the morning, I jog all around my subdivision! Specifically Phase 1. It was pretty exhausting but I still did a good job. haha. Then yah practice day again till 6:30. I just found out I can't dance with a 5-6inch sandal :( so sad. I can only dance by 2-4. Life sucks. Oh well.


BREAK 15. Sunday. April 1, 2012.

HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY!
I pranked 2 persons today. My mom and my friend. So I secretly plot a one good prank to my parents but I got distracted or rather, my plan was ruined when this 'friend' called named Ina :P. So then when we were like talking for an hour it hit me to prank her a little bit. And she fell for it :success!: After that is my mom but I don't wanna detail it coz she got mad lol. I was almost grounded. Yep, grounded exist in my life like no tv, cp, or any electric gadgets :'(. Good thing I simply got away with it by changing the subject! haha. I'm goo--oo--ood!. Then we cooked some merienda from the bananas given by my parents' friend. Yep lots and lots of em, like a sack! No kidding. At the pic, the food is not yet cooked! for both of those! I forgot to take a pic after my mom's done cooking cause I immediately ate it :P I was hungry okaaay!?





♥ Cathypurry