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haha. I'm so happy that I can blog again!!! it has been monthssss talaga since I last blogged because of the "NEW POST EDITOR" issue. Now I found the solution by just switching it to the old version!! grrrr... Why didn't I saw that thing before?! super grrrrrr.


Anyways, it is our ACALYMPICS tomorrow. ACAdemics and oLYMPICS = ACALYMPICS! yay!

Perfect na sana ang life ko but samok lang jud kai I'm not comfortable with my surroundings because dili ko friend sa usa ka tao. And sa among kabarkads na pud nagaway. It is just so sad because I can't express myself freely. Sa among kabarkads I've tried my best para magkabati na sila. Itago nalang natin sila sa pangalang jamin and noti. haha, dili jud xa obvious as in. (wala bitaw gabasa). Jukir kau sila nagaway kai ang isa dili gusto buhatong ang ipabuhat para sa duha. so mao to.

Sa case namo sa usa ka tao, itago natin siya sa pangalan na linament (haha di namo ka g haha!), basta super sad. Kinda close pud mi but I forgot wat went wrong. Ako man ang nauit kaniya and ambot kung naulit xa sa ako. Baga dyud na siyag dagway kung mauli na siya sa ako kai NA di dyud mi mag.friends forever sa man? Nag ask man gud kog serious question sa iya pero lain man gyud kaau iyang answer murag seryoso nga away n iyang palabas. ingon man gud ko nga "linament, kanusa man ihatag ni priny ang video sa teacher's day?" he, "ambot lang" |now, 1 might think na what wrong with wat he said pero basta ang tone sa voice and action was so serious| And u know wat gi period ko ato nga time so kinda emotional kaayo to. Because 1st time man gud to niya gibuhat sa ako, so na state of shock kaau ko and dili ka believe sa iyang gibuhat. now I replies, "pagtarung og tubag ba seryoso baya ko" he just moved his shoulders up na saying no |basta seryoso nga dili na dyud joke tananawon| I said, "bahala ka di dyud mi makahatag og video" he said, "kamu bahala" .
Shoot grabeh kayo to, murag ko gitamaan sa pana sa heart. basta insensitive kayo to iyang action and he never did this to me EVER. As murag ko nag emote, nahunaan daun nako ang hardships na pinagdaanan nina clauee especially priny. naginterview man gud to silag college and everything and grabeh kayo ang ako pagremind plus kani si linament kai sya man gud ang nagpasimuno og assign2x sa among club ato. So sakit dyud ingnan nga "bahala namo" basta ingon ato ang pag.message niya sa ako. And yes, wala dyud nagamit ang video.
Nakahilak ko pagka.gabii thinking of what happened and the shame nga akong gibuhat nga pa.effort2x og disseminate and plan nga mao ni ang buhaton for the teacher's day period basta grabeh ko kasuko nga galagot dyud ko nga makita iyang face nor ma hear iyang voice. I deleted his contact # and ol of d messages nga iang gisent nako.

on SATURDAY, he sent me a message nga pa.gm2x lang na hardships niya gi face atong nagbaha sa skul. Of corz nag worry ko and fel sorry but all that feeling was beaten by my anger. Suko pa dyapun ko niya. And pagka MONDAY we never spoke a word, maybe he already felt the 'anger aura' I'm sending him.

NOW, all that feeling is gone and I was a fool to sacrifice our friendship for that matter. I want to be friends but one of us must take a first move. Oh yeah, we spoke last monday, nov.8, sa flag ceremony. He spoke to me first na nervous sya becoz sya ang maglead/conduct in Ako ay pilipino. wala na siay choice na makastorya kundi ako kai kami raman ang duha nabilin sa taas, Kapoi explain sa details becoz I'm tired. But that is what happened. I also spoke to him by saying "ok ra lage nah kaya na nimo" Even though he doesn't know but one of he happiest momens nato sa ako because it has been almost a month? since we last talk to each other. I was so happy nga hapit nag fall ang tars sa akong eyes. But ang akong gipakita sa akong friends and saiyang back na murag sipat and ew. But on the inside happy nako ato.

NOVEMBER 17, 2010. We'll be the start of our ACALYMPICS. sa hapon is the film showing for every secions. Now I'v told priny that we'r going to air the video she made. Now the thing is, I promised to myself that once ma show nato ang video magka friends na dyud mi ni linament. It is like THAT video is the only way to regain our friendship once i.show na siya. But I'm hesitating na I think dili nako mabuhat. I don't unsa akong i say first but I'll try to be open sa iya tom. I'm just going to find the right time and right words to say. I'll tell him evryhing why I got mad at him. I pray to the Lord that it'll be successful. I'm happyyet worried because if that video will not be aired, our -friendship- hast to wait another month para ma air and that is december. If ma delay gani xa I'll make xur sa december magka friends nami. SO help me GOD! Please pray for me na sana ma.successful unta akong plano for him~!!



PS. excited ko for the film tom. sana successful unta xa and everything na activities. help us o Lord!



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